23 May 2025 My first injection

This is not an injection in the conventional sense. It's an implant, delivered in the tummy area. I didn't know that, and I didn't know enough to ask the right questions... It's a 'plug' of a slow-releasing drug (3 months...) which I now have nothing to do with, for 3 months. Yes, it hurt, but so does any initial jab - the dentist, if you give blood... I had to lie down, and I don't have any excess tummy fat, so it was fun and games for the nurse to grab enough of me to be able to actually do the jab. No obvious side effects, so far...

Prostate Cancer Ponderings...

A blog...for those of a Prostate-related mind... I should have thought of this a few weeks ago, but it's only just today popped into my gray cells that I should be writing this all down... Last year (2024) around the end of Aug time, I started to be unable to pee/urinate (call it what you will). I ended up going to A&E at the main hospital, and eventually had a catheter 'fitted', if fitted is the correct term. Ah, the feeling.............that LACK of pressure around your bladder area, after feeling that something was about to burst out of your insides.... I had this catheter for about three weeks (no idea why...) and then it was removed (18 Sep if you're interested). Look, I didn't like it. I've never had one, and I could not get used to this thing. And all this woman-handling of my private bits... I didn't sleep well, lost my appetite, and weight, and generally just wanted the whole damn thing to go away - the problem and the catheter. After it was taken out, I found that I could pee. Hooray! But it didn't last more than a few days before I had to go back and have a fresh one inserted. I could NOT pee unaided. What the hell is going on here...? This time, the catheter was in for close to two weeks, and then removed. I think that, for the next few weeks it was sort of uneventful, except that there were occasions of blood in the stools (every time I took a dump/number 2) but since I'd been having that for some years, and it comes and goes, I shrugged it off. I don't recall when they started, but I have been having massive headaches (the wipe-you-out kind) where it starts at the top of the spine, goes into the skull, over the top, and shows over eyes. This has destroyed my appetite, as I can't keep anything down. 16 Jan 2025 catheter removed. 26 Jan 2025 colonoscopy which didn't show anything worrying. 5 Feb 2025 issued a box of self-catheters. Oh joy - I get to play with my own bits... 26 Mar Self cath 13 Apr Self cath 15 Apr Self cath 9 May went to outpatients for a Cardio check-up, and started throwing up. Embarrassing, much...? On their recommendation went to A&E which got me admitted! I didn't plan for that! 23 May 2025 first injection - Zoladex LA 10.8mg (goserelin). It's not an injection, as such...

Woke vs Awake...? Are you 'woke' or are you 'awake'? It's now just a few short hours until we see the end of 2024, and roll in to 2025... What can we look back on, and what can we expect to see, going forward...? We can look back on the mess of the last four years, here in the UK, in Europe, the Middle East, and perhaps most importantly, the unholy mess that we have seen in the USA. In the UK we have just seen the demise of the Conservative Party in government, as the voting public has finally had enough of inaction. That said, we are now seeing what insanity has been returned to 'power', as Labour is now the party in office! Go figure... if you voted Tory a while back, did you actually change, and vote Labour? Therein lies madness - and there is a lot of it about. We in the UK get a few hundred illegal immigrants coming ashore, every single day, and then getting hotel, fed, and spending money - and then they have the damn cheek to go back to their home country, on a short holiday, and then return to the UK - and we let them!!! Europe is rapidly collapsing, thanks to the ghastly policy of 'open borders' - let them in, let them come, no matter who they are, no matter how many, we can deal with it... Only a lunatic could think this is a good thing, and we have seen a few of the lunatics in recent years. Only a badly informed public - or a particulary evil one - would keep on returning the same lunatics back into the office of power. It is the way of madness!!! Thanks to Merkel...and others just blindly following the insanity road... Very recently we might be seeing a sense of 'common sense' coming back (Italy...? Holland...?), but the damage that has been done may be too much to recover from. How do you safely get 10,000s of your enemies back into their country of origin, when all they want to do is destroy the current authorities in your country, and take over??? You think that they will all go peacefully...? You might just be part of the problem, because you are definitely not part of the solution!!! The Middle East is about ready to explode - who goes first? Syria looks like fun - the lunatic in charge has been replaced by... a new set of lunatics, now in charge, and probably fighting among themselves for pole postion... It's going to get ugly, really quick! Iran? Please let that fail - the people there have had enough! Yemen...? October 2023 saw an inexcusable act performed by Hamas, using Gaza as a base. They still have an undisclosed number of hostages, and yet everyone seems to have forgotten this! All I see are the complaints about the actions being taken by Israel - they moan about Israel defending itself, and for Israel taking the war back to Gaza. This way lies madness... USA Oh this sorry saga... it's taken the last 4 years for the last of the sleeping USA population to be 'awake' - not 'woke', but definitely 'awake'. What a nightmare! To be honest, it all started way back in 2008, with Obama. He fooled so many people (me included) with his talk. He is a gifted talker - he would make any donkey lose all 4 legs, not just the hind ones. And yet it is now shown that he was - and still is - one of the dirtiest politicians to ever get elected, anywhere! Almost every day we are shown something new about him and his teams. The sheer level of illegality that they went to... It makes Watergate look like a walk in the park! I do recall that back when he was elected some folks were saying that he is bad, he is this, he is that, and I didn't know - I wasn't as awake as I am now, 16 years after event. I can see that if it was not for some world-class reporting, and real journalism, we would all still be burying our heads in the shit pile. The Main Stream Media is dead - but like most dinosaurs, they will take a while to lie down and breath their last. The likes of Bannon's WarRoom, Poso, National Pulse, Raheem, Charlie Kirk, and many others have all set the pace. They have called out the MSM for what it is. 2020 had to have been stolen - where are these mysterious 15M 'voters' that Biden got? Did they all go back home...? To their graves... to Venezuela or any of the dozens or other countries that this 20M illgal flood has come in from...? Make no mistake, Trump is the duly elected President, and the Deep State is going to do EVERYTHING it can to ruin his next 4 years. They tried constantly, 2016-2020, and until Trump gets on top of things they will continue. Personally, since I am in the UK, I am having trouble believing anything that Starmer says or does. Not my PM... I hope Labour get a vote of no confidence, very soon. Who actually voted for this failed circus...? Most of the politicians in Europe have shown their colours in recent years. So - good luck to the USA and Mr Trump. Most people think that this mess is just a USA thing - it isn't. If the USA fails, then the West fails. We all fall... I do NOT want to live in 1984, or under any umbrella that makes claims that it is Socialist, or claims that 'we are all in this together'!!! And do not get me started on the 'two weeks to flatten the curve'...

These people are psychotic - they are damaged goods...

If, like me, and many millions of others, you have been horrified by the insanity that we have all seen in recent days, then it is a tricky point to know where to start...
Yes, the stupidity of that police officer with Floyd is one thing - an isolated incident? - I am sure that the loudness of the voices will try to convince you that it is not, but hold on, just a frikkin' moment...
Statistics: From one (white) cop killing one (black) man, we now have ALL cops, everywhere, as Racist, and all other groups are just piled in, to finish the idea - all politicians, fire men, and Lordy know what else. It turns out that the United Kingdom is one of the leading racist countries! Wow, who knew?
Clearly this is utter bollox, except to the psychotic few that believe this twaddle. The USA has Hitler in office (who knew?), violent and racist police (try telling that to the very many BLACK police officers!) and is a mess from the top down. Apparently.
We now have the utter madness of some USA areas wanting to defund the police - effectively shut them down. Some people are REALLY not thinking very clearly. There is NO WAY to look at this, and come up smiling. None.
This is just a priceless article and video. The woman here, Lisa Bender, is...well, 'mad' springs to mind.
https://www.dailywire.com/news/minneapolis-city-council-president-lisa-bender-i-am-willing-to-stand-for-a-police-free-future Mind you...it is CNN...
I thought this was particularly painful for the poor girl to recount...
https://www.dailywire.com/news/journalist-who-was-gang-raped-unloads-on-minneapolis-city-council-president-over-privilege-remarks
Why are idiots like Lisa Bender ever put in to positions of authority over others, when she really needs medicating...?
Read this, and weep: It's an article describing some numbers. How many properties were affected/destroyed, and what it cost! And it cost a lot! Then ask yourself, if you are a decent business person - would I seriously invest in this town/area? What justification is there for anyone setting up a shop here? None that I can see...
https://www.dailywire.com/news/it-begins-rioters-burned-down-minneapolis-manufacturer-now-theyre-relocating-taking-jobs-with-them
So; they go elsewhere - big winner, Minneapolis! When are your next elections...? Not soon enough!!!
And if a black guy says to other blacks - Stop! https://www.dailywire.com/news/civil-rights-veteran-shelby-steele-the-idea-of-systemic-racism-is-a-corruption-blacks-have-never-been-less-oppressed-in-America
Will they pay attention? Will they learn? Will they act? Will they fk…..
So...you, whitey...if you show your face, just remember that you are a second class citizen here...
https://www.dailywire.com/news/west-hollywood-mayor-pushes-guidelines-for-white-people-before-protest-march I cannot be the only person to remember this epic track, made years ago, by The King! Who knew that it was prophetic - that some people cannot let go of the past, and just want to cling on to the lost history...?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Ox1Tore9nw
So why is it that we now have people who want black only schools?
This is crazy talk - and you expect it to somehow get better?
https://www.nytimes.com/2019/01/08/nyregion/afrocentric-schools-segregation-brooklyn.html
You are holding your child back - they may excel in 'your world' (whatever that is) but when they leave school, they will have to get to grips with what is a mainly white-predominant world. If you don't 'deal' with that until it's too late, who you gonna blame? The parents (for holding their children back), the children (well shame on you!) or the system, which is what it is - should the system devalue itself to 'accommodate' the lowest level, or should the new people be rising to the challenges and enormous opportunities that they could have within their grasp?
This is old, but I have to wonder at the level of stupid for people to think that this is somehow a good idea...
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-55025/Calls-black-schools-race-adviser.html Do you trust the (once-revered) BBC? I don't, but here is what they say...
https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-us-canada-52961599
If you thought Trump was bad to call to Drain The Swamp, and then call out the Deep State, then you ain't seen nothing yet. Deep State clearly exists, and is desperate to hold on to its base. The Swamp? Well, that has needed draining for some time.
Does anyone really expect that an obviously co-ordinated 'protest'/(riot) across the planet can happen at the drop of a hat, or the drop of a black man who nobody has heard of outside of the immediate area? I don't, so we are now into organised orchestration. Call it AntiFa, Soros, or whatever, there are forces that have spent decades deliberately staying out of the limelight. It served their purposes.
With the Internet, and this whole Social Media business, it now means that anything can be seen in seconds, the other side of the world. With lies and all...
Tucker calls it...but who is listening...? https://twitter.com/i/status/1270167273181855744 I think we know who is the racist here...the REAL racist...talk about having chips on your shoulders. Then there is the rest of the damn forest... https://twitter.com/i/status/1270081107002875904

I don't care...

about you. I don't care about
your group (or groups).
I do not care about the messages that you are supposedly sending (and - surprise! - nobody really gives a damn!).
I do not care about thugs, brutes, or oppressive types, who will tell you that YOU are wrong (with no real explanation) and then will tell you that THEY are right/correct (again, with no real explanation).
In case you have only woken up from some deep slumber...the West is under threat.
There is no easy way to say this. What we might have called the 'civilised' West is under a dire threat. It may yet fall. What will it fall to? Anarchy, Communism. Socialism, and essentially a total loss of law and order.
Think I am joking...? Really...?
This is unhinged - it makes no sense!
The opening words says it all - you were too stupid to see the writing on the wall for what it was - and yet, you will still blame everyone else - except you!
https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2020/06/01/antifa-responsible-us-riots/
Just stop with your pathetic lies! Antifa is a BAD THING. If you fail to see this...you are just part of the problem, while so many people (good, honest people) are trying to be part of the solution.
Really? You make some claim to be part of this 'movement'? https://www.city-journal.org/seattle-chaz?
gclid=Cj0KCQjwirz3BRD_ARIsAImf7LPS0Cq7slZRdU2At2HzqKoy12ebTIjEl430QrzgCuxOjlJy0GISbXEaAp-dEALw_wcB Why? How?
Oh - and the timing? I would be amazed if you could, sensibly, explain how this has NOTHING to do with the up and coming November elections in the USA - I dare you...!
No, I didn't think so. If you can string a couple of rational sentences together, that would be nice (and you should run for office - you will beat Joe Blathering Biden)
Oh, and while we are on about it - who, in any real sense of...well, sense...expects to win prizes for rational, cool-headed thinking, and good social planning, while you are running rampant over the USA constitution (not to mention common bloody sense!) and win prizes? You expect to tear down every statue that has ever been built, and still come out on top? You are nuts. You are crazy, unhinged. There is no sensible 'point' that you can put that justifies this. My complaint is the way the 'authorities' have handled this. Very badly! You simply do not surrender to the masses! That way lies chaos and destruction.

December 2024 - New Years Eve...

Woke vs Awake...?
Are you 'woke' or are you 'awake'?

It's now just a few short hours until we see the end of 2024, and roll in to 2025...
What can we look back on, and what can we expect to see, going forward...?
We can look back on the mess of the last four years, here in the UK, in Europe, the Middle East, and perhaps most importantly, the unholy mess that we have seen in the USA.
In the UK we have just seen the demise of the Conservative Party in government, as the voting public has finally had enough of inaction.
That said, we are now seeing what insanity has been returned to 'power', as Labour is now the party in office!
Go figure... if you voted Tory a while back, did you actually change, and vote Labour?
Therein lies madness - and there is a lot of it about.
We in the UK get a few hundred illegal immigrants coming ashore, every single day, and then getting hotel, fed, and spending money - and then they have the damn cheek to go back to their home country, on a short holiday, and then return to the UK - and we let them!!!
Europe is rapidly collapsing, thanks to the ghastly policy of 'open borders' - let them in, let them come, no matter who they are, no matter how many, we can deal with it...
Only a lunatic could think this is a good thing, and we have seen a few of the lunatics in recent years.
Only a badly informed public - or a particulary evil one - would keep on returning the same lunatics back into the office of power.
It is the way of madness!!!
Thanks to Merkel...and others just blindly following the insanity road...
Very recently we might be seeing a sense of 'common sense' coming back (Italy...? Holland...?), but the damage that has been done may be too much to recover from.
How do you safely get 10,000s of your enemies back into their country of origin, when all they want to do is destroy the current authorities in your country, and take over???
You think that they will all go peacefully...? You might just be part of the problem, because you are definitely not part of the solution!!!

The Middle East is about ready to explode - who goes first? Syria looks like fun - the lunatic in charge has been replaced by... a new set of lunatics, now in charge, and probably fighting among themselves for pole postion...
It's going to get ugly, really quick! Iran? Please let that fail - the people there have had enough! Yemen...?

October 2023 saw an inexcusable act performed by Hamas, using Gaza as a base.
They still have an undisclosed number of hostages, and yet everyone seems to have forgotten this!
All I see are the complaints about the actions being taken by Israel - they moan about Israel defending itself, and for Israel taking the war back to Gaza.
This way lies madness...

USA
Oh this sorry saga... it's taken the last 4 years for the last of the sleeping USA population to be 'awake' - not 'woke', but definitely 'awake'.
What a nightmare!
To be honest, it all started way back in 2008, with Obama. He fooled so many people (me included) with his talk.
He is a gifted talker - he would make any donkey lose all 4 legs, not just the hind ones.
And yet it is now shown that he was - and still is - one of the dirtiest politicians to ever get elected, anywhere!
Almost every day we are shown something new about him and his teams. The sheer level of illegality that they went to...
It makes Watergate look like a walk in the park!
I do recall that back when he was elected some folks were saying that he is bad, he is this, he is that, and I didn't know - I wasn't as awake as I am now, 16 years after the event.
I can see that if it was not for some world-class reporting, and real journalism, we would all still be burying our heads in the shit pile.
The Main Stream Media is dead - but like most dinosaurs, they will take a while to lie down and breath their last.
The likes of Bannon's WarRoom, Poso, National Pulse, Raheem, Charlie Kirk, and many others have all set the pace.
They have called out the MSM for what it is.
2020 had to have been stolen - where are these mysterious 15M 'voters' that Biden got?
Did they all go back home...? To their graves... to Venezuela or any of the dozens or other countries that this 20M illegal flood has come in from...?

Make no mistake, Trump is the duly elected President, and the Deep State is going to do EVERYTHING it can to ruin his next 4 years.
They tried constantly, 2016-2020, and until Trump gets on top of things they will continue.

Personally, since I am in the UK, I am having trouble believing anything that Starmer says or does. Not my PM...
I hope Labour get a vote of no confidence, very soon. Who actually voted for this failed circus...?
Most of the politicians in Europe have shown their colours in recent years.
So - good luck to the USA and Mr Trump. Most people think that this mess is just a USA thing -
it isn't. If the USA fails, then the West fails. We all fall...
I do NOT want to live in 1984, or under any umbrella that makes claims that it is Socialist, or claims that 'we are all in this together'!!!
And do not get me started on the 'two weeks to flatten the curve'...

CCP - who...?

Well, it looks like we may have endured...hopefully. For those who may have just returned from a galaxy, far, far away, pretty well most of the planet is under lockdown. True to form, your lockdown is not the same as my lockdown, and we are both different to others. Sadly, this inconsistency is...consistent.
Why are we under lockdown, I hear you ask...? Well...depending on who you talk to, and then who you might be prepared to believe or trust, there is a bug going around called Whu-Flu, Chinese Virus, or the latest, COVID-19 (or as I prefer - C19). It was originally supposed to have started in some Chinese wet markets in the Whuhan area of China, but that was discounted, as it moved on to then being something out of a very dodgy bio-lab, also in Whuhan. Seems like some nice people...
We didn't know too much at the time, but it looks like there is an industry where they take a bug/germ from some form of animal, and see if it can be transferred to humans (yes, folks, this is deliberate - this no accident!) The weird part is that the Chinese Communist Party (who we are finding more about every single day) are ruling the whole of China - with an iron fist. The CCP are not nice people. No matter what face they may present to the world outside China, no matter who, in the West, they manage to coerce (or buy) to promote their CCP agenda (and yes, there is an agenda,) then the CCP are crooks, of the worst kind!
We now find out that, for years - decades - they have been quietly moving into the West, buying up here, there, and anywhere they thought they could. They are expansionist!
We now have main stream media (MSM) outlets coming down on China's side - actually treating China as the 'victim' here, and, as I say, heaven knows how many politicians and main business types have been bought into the bosom of the CCP agenda - yes, politicians - those people who we are supposed to be able to trust, with our safety and have our best interests at heart! These people have no heart - all they see are $$$ signs. The businesses are the same. A lot of companies moved their local (USA/UK/Europe/wherever) set-up to China, essentially due to saving billions of $$$. People have now lost count of the cost of this Pandemic - it is in numbers that are too high to be counted!
There is the financial cost, or course, but the human cost is huge. Thousands of businesses can now no longer operate, and they are folding. The personal costs are racking up, when company owners see so much of their life's work falling away. Suicides are up (sometimes dramatically) and show no sign of easing.
Is it worth it? That depends on what you count - it now turns out that the daily figures are nonsense. If someone dies, and has C19, then they write it up as a C19 death - which it may not be! Did they die with it, or did they die because of it? There is a HUGE difference! It means that when we listen or watch the daily results, we can ignore it - pretty well - as it's fiction!
And yet, they all continue with this fiction...small wonder that a lot of people, in a lot of places, have had enough. Yes, this bug has killed people, but so have car accidents, cancer, the normal flu outbreaks...so why is this different? It was supposed to be lockdown to flatted the curve, so that the Health industry wasn't over-whelmed by the cases - they can only deal with so much! So how has this morphed into now 'waiting for the cure', which may be a year away - or more?
The Western governments are slowly moving things along, but this is a little, possibly too late.
You cannot have the Gov paying people to stay at home - some people want to work - they need to work! We need to open up the Western world, and get to normal day to day living.